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Saturday, November 18, 2006
Thank You
I want to thank God before this entry begins. As we are already thankful for His salvation F-O-C, we cannot be thankful enough but to repeatedly praise His name, thank Him and love Him. No words can describe how thankful we are. Just like no words can be used to describe how much He love us. Good? Better? Best? Nope. If there is such word call best-est, it is still not enough. Just like no one can describe exactly how long 'infinity' is.
Why I am thankful? There are a lot of things to be - From the simplest and common to the bitterness and complicated things. Thankful for all the things from the moment I open my eyes every morning to the closing of my eyes at night. I will be thanking Him here till the day my eyes close. And will be worshiping Him when my eyes reopen in the kingdom that is prepared for me in Time to come.
Why do I love Him so much? Because He listens to my call for help, my cries when I am in pain, my grief and sorrow when I am suffering, my dissatisfaction among many things and everything. No one will understand how one's feeling is. I may understand how many people would feel towards certain things, but I am unable to understand how one would feel internally.
The pain I am going through is what He planned for me for the purpose of moulding me to be more Christ-like. Its never easy. Its never simple. Its never pain-free. Its always hard, its always painful, spiritually painful. The tears I shed are never for nothing. It symbolized the pain and suffering I am going through. There is always a reason for things and for things to happen. No one knows what the reason is unless it is made known to them. Things you ought to know will be made known to you and things you ought not to know don't.
"..Naked I came from my mother's womb, and naked shall I return. The Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away.." (Job 1:21). This is the Time I am waiting. Seems far yet so near. Seems simple yet so complicated. Seems so easy yet so hard.
The pain and suffering all Christians suffered here will be erased. Eternal life will be awarded. That is why I am confident to say - At death, I am not leaving but GOING Home. How true is it? It is as true as how Christ came to this world 2006 years ago and died in 33A.D. before He resurrected 3 days later. It is painful but not as painful as how He suffered. It is humiliating but not as humiliating as He was humiliated. It is the tears of grief that turned into tears of joy. It is the happiness that all Christians saw and is working hard for it.
Hate me, scold me or ignore me but I have a word for you - I will still love you.
Eugene.
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eugene
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Singapore Polytechnic, school of BE
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Bethany Presbyterian Church
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